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Friday, January 20, 2006
    CRY HAVOC! And let loose the dogs of war!
Words cannot express how extremely enraged I am at this moment. Picture this! It's about 6:30AM, you have been up all night waiting for a phone call. That for some reason, you know will never come. So, before you go to sleep, you decide to post something that has been sitting heavy on your chest. Self actualization, an epiphany, or whatever your word for it is. You are in such deep thought that a hour and half flies by, like nothing. You finally decide you've written enough for now. So you get ready to hit the post button, only to find out that IE... Microsluts Internet Exploder. Just froze and you can't recover any of the last hour and a halfs work. It's all lost. YEAH! (Expletive Deleted) LOST! I then spent the next few hours trying to recover or at least take a screenshot of what spilled out of my fingertips like blood. I can't believe it, I finally write something deep, and was able to let it out and then BAM! (Sorry Emeril, I didn't mean to steal your line.) Apparently, it wasn't meant to be read right? I mean, why else would it of happened? I don't think I'll ever be able to re-phrase what I wrote. Hell, I'm so upset and tired, I can't remember it. I'll guess on another night, when I'm in a shitty mood, something similiar might trickle its way to my fingers again. Until then, everyone will have to wait. Because right now, I'm too (Expletive Deleted) tired.
Deviant @ 10:00 AM
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"The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he, who in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who would attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know my name is the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon thee." -Jules (Pulp Fiction)




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