.apathy// version 3.3

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Who I am hates, who I've been.

Music is such an amazing tool. It is possible to find a song that conveys every emotion, every message, every thought, everything that is so hard to express or say. It's not that just figured this out, it's just that right now, right this very second you're reading this. I'm listening to a song that conveys a message, a message that has lost its voice. I have a cut so deep in my heart, that it doesn't bleed. I thought I'd be fine, pretending everything was alright. Who would've known I was wrong, and that I'd force myself into a elevated level of cardiac arrest. I can feel my brain hemorrhaging, the blood vessels in my eyelids are constricting, and I can't seem to get a grasp on whats going on. How much longer can I take this? How much longer must I feel this pain? How do I bring back to life my heart? All my efforts have only seemed to submerge me deeper into an abyss. All I see is darkness, as if I've lost my eyes or my way. With no guide, will I remain lost, forever?

Deviant @ 5:32 AM

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"The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he, who in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who would attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know my name is the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon thee." -Jules (Pulp Fiction)

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